C'est la vie!

Today it just dawned on me that, a number of people have been telling me, Oh, you are lucky - you have the good cancer. And I am thinking, really, seriously? How about you walk a mile in my shoes? I doubt there will be any takers. Anybody calling once, calling twice! Yeah, I didn't think so. I know these comments come from a good place. But, comes off rather as unsolicitated advise.  I need you to listen to me very carefully, cancer is cancer, its not a bout of flu or a sore throat okay, where you take some flu medication or sleep it off. So, back off! It sounds insensitive and it hurts my feelings. Just let me be. Allow me to deal with my own unpredictable emotions which still feel like an emotional rollercoaster at Wonderland. So, with that said, I have to go because today is one of those emotional days where I am feeling all weepy and sad. I am definitely unpredictable because one minute I am dried eyed and okay and the next minute I burst out in tears. I don't know what to tell y'all because it is what it is! Cest la vie! But, as always, despite the tears, I will always end on a positive thought because I know I am worthy because I was born!