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Sunday, October 2, 2011

I Miss My Mom!


Today, I miss my dear mother so much that it hurts. My mom is like the emotional bank where you run to deposit all your hurts and worries. Then, she allows you endless withdrawals of love and compassion making you feel better instantly. She knows my weaknesses but loves me anyway. I miss my mom's warm understanding and infinite patience. If she was here, she would give me reassurance and soothe my sometimes childish fears. Today, is one of those days where I have that deep longing and just miss her. I want my mommy! I feel like a vulnerable little girl and want her to take care of me and just wipe the tears that I cry. I wish my mom was here with me and I could just lie on her lap like I used to. I must say I am having a really tough time without my mom around. I just wish I could hear her tell me, "Don't worry honey, everything is going to be okay" or just give me a big hug. My mom has always been my truest friend and the kind of jet fuel that enables me to do the impossible, especially when adversity thickens around me. And today, I just miss her so much. My mom is the kind of mom who will be there for you even when everyone else has deserted you. She is my Queen and my hero. I miss her and I love her very much.....

I miss you Mama! I miss you when something is troubling me because you are the one who understands me well....

2 comments:

  1. Wonderful & Sweet!
    I hope this one was like singing the blues - giving voice to the pain so that it actually leaves you feeling better!?
    Reading it made me remember my own Mama's Boy pain and longing at being separated. Made me feel better too.
    Much Love!
    Kirby

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  2. i never realised how much i would miss my mum..its only been 2 months but other people dont realise how sad you still feel, i dont kno wot to do to make myself feel better.

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